surrealistic love!

2009-11-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

hmmm i wanna go for a baking course with darling! lols cos i'm so so very bored at home... even PSP's getting a little boring lately... hais i need a life.

been rereading twilight series again and found myself once again immersed in all the sweet and lovely moments again, not to mention all the adventure and sacrifice parts :D yay twilight series is niceeeeeeeeee!

oooh i gotten my tennis CCA tee, and apparently the design is... erm typical school design-.- not nice de... the colours still okay tho.

heh my bdae is coming!(lyk finally luh) yawns again in the school hols luh... can't wait :) i hope i have a nice bdae this year... hmmm i wanna go out :( and loads of presents!

thats it for now bahs.. oh yea subject combi results coming out in 3 days... hope i get into a nice class :X

2009-10-26T16:32:00.002+08:00

aye its a deja vu again jus lyk 2 years ago. all the talk abt subject combis for next year, the sadness of leaving the current class and the fear of having some antisocial people in your class next year...

i spent the first 2 years in RV in a uber fun class(2F'07) and spend the next 2 years in a super mugger class(4E'09)... 4E's not exactly no life tho, rather fun at times hahaha.. got used to all the mugging before exams and the "dismiss-liao-everyone-chiong-home" syndrome luhs.. haha but studying with them is really very enriching luhs, the pace at which everyone's going, the intense competition of results between each other, really do help provide a great learning atmosphere bah, not to mention stressful also xD

i better pray i get into another mugger class next year wor else i won't study liao xD

there's gotta be more to life...

2009-10-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

people are mugging lyk nuts and here i am playing Dissidia Final Fantasy and listening to muttons at midnight(: cheerios people get a life and take a short break yea haha...

oooh i gonna level my Cloud up to 100 by sunday mwahahaha... did i mention that sadly Yuna isn't in the game? rawr wad a waste...

2 papers down, 13 more to go... whee i can do it one xD okay i sound spastic ...

2009-09-14T20:58:00.006+08:00

Check out my tennis racket(: My Wilson Hyper Carbon 4.2! hahaha. sad thing is, it cost me 200 bucks luh... oh anyway those who dunno, i'm in tennis luh. the only sports cca i can join? haha cos i too noob liao xD
oh and hotshots, check this out:

Took that on ROD night luh but nvr post...
hmmm its the mugging season right now and most are down with mugging fever alr... maybe i shld start soon i want a straight A for this time round. haha pray hard that Lang art can get A can liao xD okay no stress...
thats all for now i need to finish my 300 plus calculus questions for maths XD haha maths mugger(:
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious"~ Albert Einstein

2009-08-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

yawns finally had de time to post once again... rawr.

i shall be nice and not talk abt sad things lyk ROD bahs so lets talk abt how life in RV year 4 sucks or rocks bahs, depending from wadever viewpoint you look from...

lol ok this week will be filled with 4 or is it 5 tests luh.. its interesting to see ppl mug lyk siao, esp junfei luh... everytime mug also pull hair, swear, want go shit etc. etc. XD damn funny luh. ppl lyk me, hardly ever mug for any tests, at most jus reading notes bah lol. hmmm but i am a good kid and i shall mug for de EOYs lyk every other mugger in my class do(:

oh i'm joining tennis bahs... haha its lyk de only active sports cca i can and want to get in... haha. actually got into shooting de then because of some personal reasons then didn join le lor... not lyk i really wanna join actually... haha

hais i shall be happy and stay happy and be nice(: err to my pear only that is XD haha...

oh btw thanks hotshotters who tagged(: or shld it be hotshooter XD

2009-07-25T10:49:00.003+08:00

hmmm okay so it was last act ytd...

haha at first the attendance was seriously disappointing luh like got only 8 people ? O.o then realise most of them have extra lessons or release late or sth so still okay bah... Wanted to let this last act lyk the first act i took them where i seriously gave them hell XD but decided to be nice and didn do anything much luh. Drill at first was also disappointing luh. me and simin didn know how we can hand hotshots lyk that over to them... hais felt lyk a failure at that point, lyk i didn do anything this one year luh...

Then water break...

After the water break, everything changed. haha somehow everyone improved dramatically luh, great drill and everything.. hahaha... got echo somemore wor... hahaha... and since its the last act, drill isn't really drill at the end XD chinese timings, the Hotshot command(XD), tamil timing, and the south african timing? lols it was really memorable...

okay now to the end of everything... its very touching when the Hotshots billibanja-ed around us... really touching... haha then sort of thanked them bah... and they actually shouted they love us! awww. okay can't describe my feelings then bah... aye. then thats it.... the last bersurai...

I'm proud to be a hotshot ic. Continue your journey in np happily as a squad, and bear in mind my core values:

Discipline
Respect
Initiative
Standard
Unity

once a hotshot, always a hotshot...

2009-07-10T16:12:00.002+08:00

zzz. e-learning at home is boring luh... yawns. rather go school nicer...

grrr stupid H1N1 one now still no cca -.- sians.

sigh i don't want ROD to come... even more dun want next year to come..

how i wish time can come to a standstill...

i love you always<3

2009-06-27T16:26:00.003+08:00

"Behind These Hazel Eyes" by Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
No, I can´t breathe, no, I can´t sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can´t deny it, can´t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won´t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can´t deny it, can´t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I've cried
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can´t deny it, can´t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes...

These are the voices of my heart currently...

2009-06-22T15:46:00.004+08:00

yawns i shld finally start on my homework i guess.. theres still a pile of them undone :X

oh yea went jp with mum and little bro to get new shoes on friday(: haha ended up spending lyk 100 plus bucks on my 2 pairs of shoes, a ball pump and a present^^ gahh. but i only paid for de present only xD oops... oh and saw leetheng and annabelle at starbucks luh, or rather, they saw me first.. lols yea i know my bro's cute yea no need tell me alr :P bleh.

saturday's even more fun luh. cos there's a family outing to de ZOO(: yes the Singapore Zoo... dunno how long nvr go there alr luh didn know there's lyk 2 KFC and 2 Ben&Jerry there... oh yea i rode de elephant XD haha de feeling is lyk so "whoa" when de elephant started moving with me on it :X scary at first but it gets more fun as it proceeds(: dad took many many pics but of course i won't post them here haha(: i look too stupid in all de photos anyway :X oh yea other than elephant i also rode de EAGLE! yep yep i really meant eagle. on the merry-go-round at the kidsland luh XP oops. hahaha imagine me on a little kids's merry go round XD hahaha ok i childish... then walked a bit see a bit and bought some stickers as souvenirs bah... bleh..

and ytd's father's day! actually did nothing much luh except for dinner with grands at night bah...

yawns.

ok 1 and a half more days! haha yay faster come quick quick(:

2009-06-14T20:34:00.003+08:00

ROD's creeping ever closer... somehow i'm a little afraid to face that reality... For almost 4 years, i put everything into NP, my time, effort and heart... it has become a part of my life, part of a routine where there's act every tues and fri. during act there will always be squadmates, be it many or little of them it doesn't matter, our spirit is still there. We've been through everything. Corporal punishments, camps, ubin, acts, ICs, CIs, TOs and now, cadets. squadmates and NP matters a lot a lot to me... i dun want ROD to come. damn.

LOLs even so, tmr will be learning and completing our first dance for ROD... haha heard that the last part is tough luh :X bleh then maybe will learn JJ's dance bah... haha quite lyk his dance this time round but its damn damn tough la! siao one... and i can't dance well also -.- zzz.

ok i need to start on my rest of the homework alr else won't finish alr ><

oh apparently louis created a blog luh ><

darling's bdae coming soon!<3

2009-06-07T13:08:00.002+08:00

ok haven't blogged in a million years alr luh oops...

We are now creeping into de second week of the hols with tons of hw to be completed luh. hais but given my character, would'n waste much of my time doing them bahs xD haha i'm such a nice student yea (:

somehow i dunno a single thing abt tmr's cip stuff... wonder how am i supposed to go do lor... haiis. then there's act with hotshots de day after and on thurs bah... haha at least this hols not really very boring luh (:

"follow your heart, it will always lead you to wad you really want" by yours truly.

2009-05-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

i want my dear phone back... hais. this is stupid.

yawns. dunno why getting into loads of disciplinary issues lately... not like everything is cos of me luh duh. i'm not that bad a student yet i guess... lols. getting back progress report next week luh hope can please my mum and get my phone back :X gaah.

X- country's coming! ok only target is to beat fang yuan.. that loser kept suaning me since last year... gahh shall outrun him. probably aim to finish it under 30 mins bah... lols. hope can get a medal to add to my RV X-country collections^^ hahaha.

gonna be ROD soon... de prospect of handing my sectwos to de next batch of NCOs is totally... scary. but still... maybe sth will work out somehow... hais.

darling darling i miss you~

2009-05-22T19:32:00.001+08:00

gahh flunked lang arts and my chances of getting a 3.6 is super remote... hais. oh full u tmr gonna prep it liao. and my bro's been pestering me abt it also >< I'm worried...

-thursday, may 21

2009-05-22T19:26:00.000+08:00

oh ran 8 rounds today during pe... averaging at 2.5 mins every round bahs. ok my stamina suck. rawr need to train liao... maybe too late for X-country but maybe train for Bay run wif darling bahs ^^ i need more money. i'm so so broke. gahh will be working during de hols bah hope got more money :X pathetic me with my meagre pocket money... zzz.

darling i need you..

-wednesday, may 20

2009-05-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

Heyyo(: ok stupid ebloggy went haywire again -.- decided to give up on it alr luh. zzz. hmm ok so here i am on blogger again after so many years... lols. Got back a whole load of papers alr. and have no one to blame but myself for not meeting expectations... hais stressed. my life is so damn fucked up now. i hate it to the core. zzz. excluding darling part of life that is.. my only source of happiness... hais. okay gotta polish boots alr. blehs. Sayonara people.

-monday may 18.